Undecided

So hey...i'm back..THIS time the topic would be undecided.But why?Because i'm facing the situation where i'm not sure what i want to do with my life.Should i continue working?studying?or both?What if my result is not what i'm expect it to be and i fail to get scholarship?!Then,what i will do?Should i take  form 6?

If i  take form 6,what subject will i take?Sciences?Accounts?History?etc....My mum advise me to work and at the same time study online but what if i can't find the time to do both?!Wait...i mean three things in the same time..Jehovah..I need to set a time to worship Jehovah , studying and working.When i think about it i will be hectic at the end of the day.

If i study online but not working that will be a problem because i'm  financially broke.I mean i have financial problems.How am i  suppose to support my education if that's the case?Futhermore,i'm still unsure what course should i take?

Sometimes i just feel want to laugh with myself..clueless and stuck...How on earth did i end up like this?I still could not figure what i want to do....Hmmmm......;