Today is sports day and i feel really nervous and scared like as if a dog is chasing me..Yes,i'm running today for 400 meter after 1 year and now i'm running on the track again.
So,tell me why i shouldn't be ??I'm afraid of losing , afraid of falling again and the worst part is i don't want to humiliate myself!!I want to be proud of myself and to do so i must win the race..I did win well 3rd place actually!!But still atleast i did achieve something today that is winning(i win myself) and honour.My confidence boost up and i feel proud of myself!
This is the best event ever!When i ran i feel so happy!Very relieved actually and i miss running on the track and now i have overcome my fear !!Thanks to many people who support me throughout the race!!
To be honest i want to be the first winner but my leg cramped and it could not take it anymore !!It says "STOP"my leg wants to rest but its better than nothing.Eventhough my leg hurts I still got 3rd place and that is enough for me!!
After the race,i feel like want to sleep.I don't want to wake up so i lie on the grass because i feel so exhausted my legs are in pained like as if there is a huge cupboard on my legs!!Maybe because after so long i run that is why my legs cramped!
I'm so tired wanna sleep so ...I got to go!!!
Truly I speak is about life that always go around and how fairytale doesn't exist in this world.Truly I speak is about me and how I go through my life.
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